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Asperger's Island - October 2006

Campaign office

October 31st 2006 07:28
Well, I got out of the house today for the first time in three days and * me was happy *! I actually had some small amount of discipline for once and got out of bed when I said I would (still quite late but earlier than I have been, so, ya know, baby steps) and got ready in record time, got on the computer for 45 minutes or so, and managed to take a beautiful walk all before sunset at 5. Since I was having trouble doing this very recently before sunset at 6, I think it's pretty good that I was able to do it before sunset at 5. Especially because I have been getting up ridiculously late lately but what can I say my rational brain is without a doubt not working when I first wake up and all I can think about is going back to sleep. Undoubtedly a little thing called having a life might help me with that a little, but that's a subject for another day and another time for sure. *tweaks button in brain, turns thought off*


It was a beautiful walk because it was warm enough to not need a sweatshirt, which I LOVE - I love feeling the air on my bare arms, makes me feel so alive, so stiffled when I have the sweatshirt on - and the walk to the end of the street ( it is a VERY LONG street, takes 30 min to walk to the end and back) felt like it took pretty much no time at all. Sunny, a little windy but not too much. Heard some good songs which I of course sung along to very loudly, one benefit of living in the middle of nowhere is you can sing as loudly as you want. Of course, then I saw someone sitting outside their house and ran past as quickly as possible so as to save myself from further embarassment. Which gave me nostalgic memories of doing the same thing in school, hehe. Weird thing -- I saw some SHEEP at someone's house. I thought they were stuffed statues at first, a weird Halloween decoration, but then they moved. So. Weird, because it wasn't a farm, and they make rather odd household pets. A friend of mine used to have sheep years ago - we took a walk with one once just around the neighborhood - I will always remember that.


Anyway, I wanted to get a better look at the sheep, but I was too busy runnung past the house so I didn't have to see the look on the face of the person sitting there as I sang country songs at the top of my lungs. Hehe. The joy of being noncomformist sometimes - which reminds me of a very appropriate thing I heard on the radio just about then - "it is illegal," they said, "to be a noncomformist who conforms to the noncomformist norms at the time" Haha I thin they have a point.

Okay, now I'm getting sleepy, and, AS USUAL, I haven't even gotten to the good part of the day yet.

Dang my habit of going in chronological order lol.

At around 5 (exactly when I planned it I might add, that doesnt usually happen) I called Evi to come take mto the campaign office to volunteer. First we went into town and I got a prescription at the grocery store that I needed, and some groceries, which made me relieved to have. We had dinner at Subway, and some very nice conversation which I enjoyed. The social interaction means so much to me, just to be able to sit down at a table with someone not related to me and carry on a conversation - just a wonderful, sometimes even magical, feeling.

They were playing Frank, too, ( the radio station) who was actually playing decent song for once. We both hummed along to Me and Bobby McGee. Yeah Janis Joplin.

We got to the office about 8. Oh I forgot somethinhg. I got some awesome Halloween candy at the store. Eyeballs, toes, fingers, other body parts in chocolate, hehe, I decided her office could use some Halloween spirit, and it made me laugh, which is the important part. I also got a red plastic pitchfork for $2, well, because I could. lol and I was nostalgic for a time when Halloween really meant something to me. Evi thought they were funny though and so did Lu and that's what matters too because I love, love making people laugh. I love laughing WITH them. I think mutually laughing with someone, ( at someting funny not to hurt someone) has got to be one of the best damn feelings in the freaking world and doesn't happen NEARLY enough - but I treasure it whenever it does happen. Used to happen a lot more in school of course. Even there of course rare but more often.

Okay too many details I have to finish this lol *yawn* its only 2am and Im tired? Ha.

So anyway around 8 I started making phone calls asking if people had any questions about Lu, were going to vote for her, etc. Which I liked for the most part because I for the most part in the right situations like talking to people. And it reminded me of working at Critical Insights too [market researching firm]. I only talked to about six people, about half of whom were nice and the other half whom were not so much, but it was all okay. Finshed my packet of calls by 9.

Then started to do some postcards, and Justin called. Which totally made my night. I love talking to him. He had knee surgery today, ouch, but seemed in rather decent spirits despite it, or else was covering it well. I dont envy him what he had to go thru today. Talking to him is another thing that makes me feel connected and normal and human. We fit each other so well and the conversation seems so natural, which it NEVER seems with anyone for the most part. On December 9 it will be the one year anniversary of when we met, I realized tonight. So anyway we talked for ten minutes and then he went to rest and I went to do some more work.

Lu came back at that point, and I did some data entry with Lu for a while. I was getting pretty tired by that point but wanted to finish the data entry section we were working on. I was getting close to the point of losing my patience when it got to be around 11 or 11:30 but luckily held it together.
I was tired and my brain was fried by then. But I was proud that we managed to get it done. I like working with her to do the data entry, we fit well together, it seems seamless, she reads the stuff off and I enter it and I love the feeling of being part of a team.

Anyway we finally left at about midnight. So I was there about four hours which felt good. I enjoyed talking to Lu in the car on the way back, I thought I'd be too tired to talk but she energizes me. I put the groceries away when I got home and then went to rest a bit.

Gonna go back tomorrow most likely. Gonna do someting with Dad when cleaning lady comes dont know what although im slightly afraid that he'll want to go grocery shopping. Whatever we'll see what happens. Don't plan too far ahead or else you'll drive yourself crazy.

I really enjoy the company of both Evi and Lu, and I'm lucky in that regard. I most likely wouldn't do this, wouldn't volunteer, if I didn't like the people I was working with. I'm not so much attached to the issues, I just like being part of something meaningful and being able to help people in some way.

Last Wednesday I worked on the script for the phone calls with Lu, I was there five hours and stayed till past 1am! Election is in a week, which in a way is a shame cus I'd like to help more, wish I had found her earlier and all but am glad Heidi introduced us so I could have this week or 10 days to be able to do what I am doing.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN everybody. I regrettably won't be doing much to celebrate but I will be eating candy and I think everybody should at least do this much. Shouldn't be too much of a problem.

Kate
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Puns, Puns, Puns, and did I say Puns?

October 23rd 2006 04:26
I'm in a mood for puns tonight. Let's see how many good ones I can find. I need to laugh, how about you?


Twenty Puns for your amusement , from various websites and my own memory.

1. An elevator makes ghosts happy because it lifts the spirits.

2. It's a fact, taller people sleep longer in bed.

3. Artificial knees and elbows were developed during a joint project.

4. I need to cut my fingernails before they get too out of hand.

5. If you say you have bad skin, I'd say that was a pore excuse.

6. Your nose is in the scenter of your face.

7. What time do you go to the dentist? At tooth-hurty.

8. I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me.

9. The butcher backed up into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work.

10. Did you hear about the man who fell into the upholstery machine? He's completely recovered now.

11. Mathematics teachers call retirement 'the aftermath'.

12. Why did the boy swallow some coins? Because his father said he wanted to see some change in him.

13. Those who jump off a Paris bridge are in Seine.

14. Italian building inspectors in Pisa are leanient.

15. Ghandi Meets Mary Poppins

You know that he refused to wear shoes so his feet became hard and tough, right?

You know that he went for long periods fasting and refused to eat meat, even when he wasn't fasting, right?

And you know that both the fasting and his diet gave him extremely bad breath, right?

And that he was of lean, slight build, especially in his later years?

So he was a super callous fragile mystic plagued with halitosis .

16. Did you hear about the Buddhist who refused his dentist's Novocain during root canal work? He wanted to transcend dental medication.

17. A businessman from Wisconsin went on a business trip to Louisiana. Upon arrival, he immediately plugged his laptop into the hotel room port and sent a short email back home to his wife, Jennifer Johnson, at her address, JennJohn @ world.net

Unfortunately, in his haste, he mistyped a letter and the email ended up going to JeanJohn @ world.net

A Jean Johnson in Duluth was the wife of a preacher who had just passed away and was buried that day. The preacher's wife took one look at the email and promptly fainted.

It read, "Arrived safely, but it sure is hot down here!"

18. Why should you never tell jokes in a cornfield?
Because they're all ears.

19. What did Cinderella say to the photographer?
Someday my prints will come.

20. Did you hear what happened to the man who got stuck in an eyeglass making machine? He made a spectacle of himself.



Which one is your favorite?





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I don't know why I never went there my freshman year of college. Instead, I
would go to the nearby Rainforest Cafe in the mall to get my smoothies. It
was a hassle getting to the mall, and it was a hassle waiting at the bar to
order the smoothie, but I think I did it just because I could. Because I was
intoxicated by my new freedom that year, coming from a town where I
couldn't get anywhere or do anything on my own to a town where I could go
anywhere. I think I was awed by the fact that I could go in, sit down at the bar and order a smoothie. It made me feel important, all the more so because I could tell it was a rather unusual thing to do, to come into the bar of this
resteraunt just to get a smoothie. But I could do it, so I did.

After a while, though, the novelty of it wore off and I tired of going all the way
to the mall and having to wait at the bar at the busy establishment. I decided
to try Smoothie King, which was much closer to my school and focused
exclusively on smoothies.

It wasn't love at first sight, but I started going there more and more and
eventually grew to love their smoothies. The first time I went there, I stood
starting at the giant menu above me, trying to figure out what I wanted out of
thirty or forty brightly colored choices. After some time, I had narrowed it
down to two. I was quite shocked, then, when the employee working there
told me that he would reccomend "Angel Food or Carribean Way." Those were the two I had been thinking of! I thought he had read my mind. Apparently, they were the store's most popular. What do you know, for once in my life I was going with the crowd.

I don't know when it was that the smoothies changed from being just
something I got and enjoyed to something that I visibly noticed made me feel
much better afterwards, physically and emotionally. I would walk back to
school after doing my grocery shopping, smoothie in hand, and where I had
been previously worried, tense and uptight, I'd be relaxed, laughing and
singing along with music by the time I got back to school. I started relying on
them to give me energy and make me feel better, and they never failed.
Some of my happiest times in college were walking back from town with a
smoothie in my hand. I took friends there, who were almost always
impressed, got to know the employees a little and even discovered a little
known fact that the Smoothie King by my school was the narrowest Smoothie King in the country. For whatever reason, I found this endlessly
amusing.

When I moved back home to Maine from my college outside of Baltimore, I
was in an emotionally charged, difficult time in my life as I tried to figure out
what to do next. Nothing in life was sure, nothing was easy, but the one thing
I could depend on was the smoothies at the local Smoothie King in Portland. I was so thankful that there was a Smoothie King in my hometown, as it made the transition from school much easier. This store was much bigger, and had tables and chairs to sit at, unlike the one by my school. I went there once or twice a week, always ordering the same thing - having ordered basically the same thing since that fateful first smoothie back in college - Angel Food, which is strawberry, banana, and a host of other add-in ingredients that give the smoothie wonderful taste, texture, and revitalizing power.

Smoothie King smoothies are far and beyond different and better than any
smoothie I have had in my life. Most other smoothies, I find inedible. Many
are made with yogurt or ice cream, which is not a smoothie at all, in my mind. Most other smoothies, I find, have maybe 10% of the flavor and texture of Smoothie King smoothies. Smoothie King smoothies are thick, creamy and somewhat grainy. They have intense, wonderful, true flavors. They don't taste artificial in the least. They don't taste overly sugary or sweet. They have a punch to them, some kind of special ingredient that seems to make it positively melt in your mouth, revitalize you and just make you feel better overall. Sometimes I didn't know what I liked more - the way it felt in my mouth, or the way it tasted and made me feel. Smoothies that are just fruit and juice are at least good - they have the flavor - but not the texture, not the something extra.

I looked forward to coming to Smoothie King every week. It was the high
point of my day in Portland, something to look forward to all week. A
smoothie could kill all ills, at least temporarily. It was a kind of magic.
Whenever I was upset by something and in Portland, I would head to
Smoothie King and soon be feeling much better. I got familiar with all of the
employees who worked there, especially one girl who was there nearly every
time, and I made conversation with them. They recognized me and knew
which smoothie was my favorite. I would come in and without even saying
anything they would ask "The regular?" and I would smile and say yes and talk to them while they were making it.

One day while in Dunkin Donuts, a woman saw my smoothie and told me she
had heard a rumor that they were going to close. Shocked, I asked her why,
and when, but she didn't know. After I left, I fled back to the safety of my
Smoothie King sanctuary and asked the girl working there, who I was on
familiar terms with, if this news was true. "No way," she said, "that's crazy.
We're not closing. I can't believe someone is spreading rumors about us."
Reassured, I left the shop. And came back today, several weeks later, to find
out the woman in the donut shop had been right after all.

I had briskly walked to the store earlier today, eager to get my smoothie and
be on my way to start my day in Portland. As I walked closer, I noticed it
seemed to be dark and could make out a white sign with the word "Closed"
on it. That's odd, I though, but not too odd because sometimes they closed
early, so I just figured I was unlucky today. As I got closer, though, I saw the
words "Closed for Good" and my heart went into my stomach. My mood
plummeted. I stood there, trying not to let myself think about what this
meant, trying to reason with myself. So the rumor had been true after all.

As a smoothie fan, it has become increasingly hard to find a good smoothie
in Maine in the last few years. First, Fresh Samantha, a Maine made brand of
bottled smoothies that I quite enjoyed, were discontinued without so much of
a peep beforehand to the public. I still remember my shock sitting there at
my mother's kitchen table, opening the newspaper to read that Fresh
Samantha was being discontinued, and frantically running to the nearby
convenience store to see if there were any left. They were all gone. I never
had another Fresh Samantha, nor do I like what replaced it. As far as bottled
smoothie products go, I don't hold Odwalla in high esteem; Naked Juices is
decent but still a far way from the real thing.

Following this, several years later, the smoothie place dissapeared from the
Portland Public Market, long before the Market ever closed on its own. Now
the only remaining place to get a halfway decent smoothie left is Wild Oats,
which is quite a walk from downtown Portland and not nearly as satisfying as
what I consider to be "the real thing."

Portland needs some real smoothie alternatives. There is currently not a single Smoothie King in all of New England. Bring back Smoothie King to Portland, Maine!

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What do you look for in a life partner?

October 20th 2006 04:56
Someone asked me that today, and this was my response.

Something interesting to think about, anyway


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Human connection

October 18th 2006 04:08
Wow, I'm tired, but I want to write this because I want to record all good things that happen.

I had a really good time at the AS meeting on Sunday. Spent the whole day with Heidi and Stuart. I wrote about it but Orble wasnt working that night so I posted it in my oither diary. Tonight my other diary isnt working so I am posting here (well I would anyway). Funny how that works though isnt it


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Getting out of the house

October 15th 2006 04:24
Lena picked me up at 2 today so we could hang out around Lewiston. Thank God, salvation, lol. Yesterday i went to the middle school to volunteer with the special ed kids and it went awfully -

I'm almost too tired to write this even though I've been wanting to so much all night. What? How did 45 min pass? Doing what? lol . Anyway Been waiting for my dad to get off computer


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Lately I have been pondering this question.

A nap to me, is sleep of far less quality and much less shorter duration. Sleeping is the opposite, more quality, longer duration


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Ever Wonder Why You Were So Different?

October 12th 2006 00:41
This is my article on Asperger's Syndrome that appeared in the Baltimore Sun last November. It was also in the Hartford Courant.

Ever wonder why you were so different


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Buying Balloons

October 11th 2006 04:58
My stepmom has a friend with an autistic three year old grandson that I've been spending some time with lately. Today, I got to get out of the house and go into town, to Portland, for a couple hours. I got my usual smoothie at Smoothie King and then headed down to Communiques to see if they still had all the balloons they used to. Which, indeed they did, thirty different kinds. I stood in front of the display for ages trying to pick out the best ones, eventually settling on a big yellow smiley face, a red one, and a tie-dyed one.

Two smiley faces, actually: One for him and one for me


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Here is my list of all the autism and Asperger's related books that I have read. Feel free to ask me any questions you like about them. I hope someone finds this helpful. If you've read any of these books, please tell me what you thought, too.

Autism Spectrum Books that I Have Read


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Three Chords and the Truth

October 9th 2006 23:41
Keeping on my theme of appreciating the simple things, I am going to mention that I just went for my nightly walk. I go for a walk every night - I make sure of it - because well, one's mental health suffers a bit if they do nothing but sit in the house all day. And since I get up so late, getting out for a walk before it is dark out has become a little bit of a challenge lately. It will only become more of a challenge once winter comes and sunset comes around 4:00 - that's gonna suck, quite frankly. I am not a person who likes to get up early to enjoy the day - I like to get up late and extend the day late, and when it gets dark that early, just cuts off all your fun. I am going to have to get up earlier when it starts getting dark earlier.

Anyway, though. Current getting dark time - as opposed to sunset time because it stays light for a while after sunset - is around 6:45, maybe 7 if you push it. It's still light out to me if there is enough to light to read what time it is on my radio walkman. If not, then I'm in trouble. Because there are no streetlights whatsoever on my street, and I am rather scared of the dark. I've been lucky so far, though


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I had the opportunity to get out of the house Saturday, and among other things, namely going to the beach, I went to the mall. And in the mall I went to a place called Pretzel Time.

I used to go here all the time when I was much younger. I remember anytime we got anywhere near the mall I'd beg to go here. And I'd bask in the heaven and utter bliss of those cinamon bites. But how is it when I got older that I


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Introducing myself

October 9th 2006 20:22
Hello!

My name is Kate, and I am 22 years old. I live in a small town in Maine. And I have Asperger's Syndrome, which is a high functioning form of autism. People with AS often are highly intelligent but have trouble with social nuance, understanding social cues, social language, making friends, things of that nature. They often have highly developed special interests and also struggle with sensory issues: things are too bright, too tight, too loud, etc. They are highly loyal and dedicated, though, and very honest and trustworthy


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